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Inconstancy

by Elevada

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1.
Rebirth 04:33
Loading and rendering the reality Can't find my place in humanity Judging and ruling the fallacies Where are those who defy my identity As I feel null and void Wandering through the storm Outline the barrier Confining me to the exterior Desperate to find a way To relate to this world Letting go of my grip Consciously holding on to all of this and I break my Fall into my descent When there's When there's nothing left They curse my ascent When I When I reach the crest As I start Crossing ocean stars Trascending out of my own flesh Breaking through the glass Shattering the mass Reconfigure form Healing what was torn Reveal the center glow Hidden down below Embrace the inner shine To face the outer blind Stars rising Aligning Preparing for my Rebirth Were the mistakes I learned Earned from the burn tonight Disguise within this bliss Is when I recommence inside my Fall into my descent When there's When there's nothing left They curse my ascent When I When I reach the Fall into my descent When there's When there's nothing left They curse my ascent When I When I reach the crest
2.
Appetency 04:37
In a constant state of needing reassurance. I can't find my footing in this place. Where do I go from here? How do I change my course? These downcast thought's, they mask my hope for brighter days. And I'm going in blind. And I can't seem to find my way out. No it's not enough, no it's not enough. Every waking moment, I push back farther and every step I take I'm one step further. No it's not enough, no it's not enough. And I'll keep holding on for brighter days, it's all I've got. Complacent, I find myself reverting to my old ways. I can't shake this, this feeling of disgust, The stagnant and bitter taste. When will this ever be enough? and will I find my place? So cold, so empty, my body is giving up. Does it really have to end this way? And I'm going in blind. And I can't seem to find my way out. No it's not enough, no it's not enough. Every waking moment, I push back farther and every step I take I'm one step further. No it's not enough, no it's not enough.
3.
Sheltered 05:16
As you take the pain away I remain here. As the dark it fades away and the light draws near. as the waves come crashing down on me I know I'm not alone. I'll keep pushing forward and trudging on as long as you are here. I can feel you in my bones as I breath you in. I know time will take it's toll but I know you're here with me. In this place we've built ourselves I feel safe here every moment that we share oh it's all so clear in the darkest moments when all seems lost I know you'll comfort me When you're breaking down and can't get up I'll be there until the end. I can feel you in my bones as I breath you in. I know time will take it's toll but I know you're here with me. Just come with me now.
4.
Adrift 04:08
Drifting in and out, between my fears and doubt, I cant sleep. now I'm breaking down and I cant find myself self, or what to believe. what to believe. And i need something else so i can find myself in the end And i need something else so i can find myself in the end Treading water in this prison, that I've built myself. Sinking deeper, losing vision, and neglecting my health. neglecting my health. And i need something else so i can find myself in the end And i need something else so i can find myself in the end Just piece me back together, make me whole again. Just piece me back together, make me whole again. And i need something else so i can find myself in the end And i need something else so i can find myself in the end Page of
5.
Ignis 05:40
A longing for separation from the curse inside my head. Clinging to desperation, through this bullshit that I'm fed. Is this reversible? Can I find my way out? Or something tangible? As I break from my self doubt. We are not destined to just one path that leads us to ourselves, and we are the only ones to release us from our darkest hell. And hope is around the bend just believe in yourself, believe you can overcome. A burning desire within. You can free yourself from the burden that holds you down. The water is rising as I'm sinking further down, and I can't breath it collapses both my lungs. The demons in my head they whisper in my hear, saying I'm better of dead, but I know my place is here. We must search deep within to find momentum to ignite the flame, and we must hold ourselves to higher standards to avoid disdain. And hope is around the bend just believe in yourself, believe you can overcome. A burning desire within. You can free yourself from the burden that holds you down (Solo Section) And hope is around the bend just believe in yourself, believe you can overcome. A burning desire within. You can free yourself from the burden that holds you down. It can't hold you down no, it can't hold you down no.
6.
Inconstancy 05:15
Time has elapsed into a new dimension, and I have relapsed into this cold deception. There's no where to go from here, and there's no gaining ground, and I cannot see things clear. It seems our paths are set in stone. As the candle burns at both ends I search inside between these frayed ends and I'm choking on the words you left behind Stuck between these scattered fragments Of a soul I can't inhabit My thoughts decieve me as I search for peace of mind Stuck between these scattered fragments of a soul that's mine So lifeless your dead eyes staring your thoughts of conviction so overbearing no penance for past decisions excepting your fate in this atavism Deception at it's finest the weight of regret it holds you down delusion, willing blindness stuck in these patterns with no way out!!!!! with no way out!!!!! As the candle burns at both ends I search inside between these frayed ends and I'm choking on the words you left behind Stuck between these scattered fragments Of a soul I can't inhabit My thoughts deceive me as I search for peace of mind As the candle burns at both ends I search inside between these frayed ends and I'm choking on the words you left behind Stuck between these scattered fragments of a soul that's mine Page of

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released November 28, 2023

All Songs written by Elevada
Mixed, co produced, drums written and programmed by Brendon Padjasek
Mastered by Federico Ascari
Artwork by Cameron Gray

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A fusion of Modern Metal and Electronic

Matthew Murray: Synth and programming

Brian Williams: Guitars and Vocals

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